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soo..
let us begin shall we?
[x] I am shorter than 5'4. (AHAHAHA just ><U)
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.(the hospital is like...my second home)
[ ] I tan easily. (no, it takes about 6 hours for me to...gah)
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.(yeah purple)
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
[ ] I hate my dad. (NOO I LOVE YOU DADDY!!!)
[ ] I hate my mom.
[ ] I have a brother.(only child ;-
[ ] I have a sister.
[ ] I've sworn at my parents
[ ] I've run away from home. (I planned to but... i kinda didn't want to (i was seven and MAD))
[x] I've been kicked out of the house. (mommy didn't want me there for some reason)
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. (cept it was purposeful)
[x] Disney movies still make me cry. ( >.> )
[x] I've peed from laughing. ( I WAS LITTLE!!)
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something. (i'm weiird)
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.( it was just my knees of the jeans i was wearing)
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment. (yeah i have a back thing...MRI's ARE SO BORING!!!)
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples. (yeah my back, my head, my BUTT, my apendix scar)
[x] I've broken a bone. (lool, my left pinky)
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend. (when i broke my pinky natalie came with me to the office)
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery. (i was like less than a year old. if i didn't get this surgery, i would have had a hunch back er...something wrong with my back for the rest of my life! and then there's also the apendix one, and the one when they had to stitch my head back together...i was 3. i fell from something...and bled on my mom's favorite blouse! loOL)
[ ] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I was born in a different country. (England plz)
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. ( Well... i dunnoo...it took like....13 hours...)
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[x] I've been to Japan. (stop over from philippines!!)
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe. (like DUH)
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[x] I've gotten lost in my city ( yeah...with my mom...lool)
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. (hellz yeah! camp woot!)
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. (LOOL, sara that was funn)
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (Hahahahahahaha yeah then i said sorry. i was in THRID GRADE okay?)
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping. (as a baby maybe yeah)
[x] I've played spin the bottle. (yuppers. it was SOO MADDD boring)
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. (chyeah, i brought it on wid ma COOKIES!!)
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing. (yeah)
[ ] I've been in a play.(next year!)
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.(yeah wid family)
[x] I've played chicken. (bacaaak)
[x] I've played a prank on someone. (calling!!)
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now. (sigh)
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I'm bi.
[ ] I'm gay.
[ ] I've had sex.
[ ] I've had phone sex.
[ ] I've cybered.
[ ] I've had sex in public.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger. (kinda..i don't know him that well)
[ ] I have kissed a stranger
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light. (momma does it all the time..)
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.(my aunt and uncle are crazy. uncle-made me have BEER. aunt-made me have LIQUR)
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.(but they taste good!)
[x] I can't swallow pills.(bleh)
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed. (I don't say anything about it sometimes and I do cry sometimes)
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. (chyeah)
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.(it was a kindaa accident...)
[x] I've woken up crying. (That was a weird experience. my face was wet and i don't remember what i was crying about..)
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. (and hot guys xD)
[ ] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything.
[ ] I own a cosplay outfit.
[x] I know what cosplay means.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic. (chyeaaa)
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books. (MANGA it's called MANGA)
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I can sing well.(nah)
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant
[ ] I open up to others easily. (not at all)
[ ] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs.(i flick em off..or scream)
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.(lool)
[ ] I am a morning person.(NO)
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.(the only cool one i have)
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.(when i get bored)
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.(HA NO)
[x] I love being neat.(mostly)
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] I bake well.(yea, my cookies and my brownies and ma CAKES)
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue. (Red only)
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.(yeah fourth grade pajama party!!)
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.(in theory i do!)
[ ] I am in love with love.(HATE IT)
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. (Eek woops)
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.(SPIRTS)
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. (lool, yeah i wish)
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
[x] I loathe labels. (i hate labeling people)
[x] I like action movies.
[x] I like horror movies.
[x] I know the most random facts about things people have never heard of before.
[ ] I can't spell. (English is my best)
[x] I treasure my friends.
[x] I think of others before myself.
[x] All of those are answered honestly.( sure...)
dang...87 or so x's...wooow.

i'm in a graveyard.
there is a boy.
he looks young.
maybe older than me.
he looks zombie like.
he tells me to come with him.
some how my legs move on their own.
we pass a lake.
i look into it.
i see myself.
there is a huge scar through my mouth horizontally. (like in black dahlia)
i realize i'm a zombie as well.
i open my mouth.
i have fangs.
i have no heart.
the boy takes my hand.
"we have to go" he says.
and there we leave.
into a gate of black.
vines overlap the gate.
there is no light coming from it.
no destination...
and on we walk, forever.



i think i was thinking of like...my version of heaven...
i have no religion...(cept CHUBAKA-ism (religion me and friend made up))
and then the way i write is like a poet.
and i'm not that great at well...writing at all.

more than the population of saturn *about 6 trillion people...er saturds* haven't even seen my art.
i know i'm fine with that, but it gets me thinking...all my friends say they like my art...but then, what about the pro's i'm all watching, what do THEY think?
i know i discourage critique on my stuff, but that's because i don't like being put down.
it makes me cry.
i also have a sudden urge to do a music or art related meme.
i haven't found one yet...and it makes me sad....
however, i do know that i have no ideas so far, and i usually get them from all the hot guys with BEAUTIFUL GORGEOUS HAIR (GG I LOVE YOU!!!) and (yes sarah, they WILL be with MEEE muaahaha GG is MINE!!! on the way and BACK) haha go -03! so anyway, i shall prolly get more ideas after going to camp mason...WITHOUT MY iPOD!!! resisting urge by listening to ALL MY CRAP is a great way to get stuff stuck in your head so it replays when you want it without the device.
anyway, i soooo am gonna hug GG. he's MINE!!!!
you can have chips. he's all yours...if he gets over his well...fetISH of VOLDEMORT. gaaaaaaaah
*hates her with you*
i'm not depriveeeed!!